Fear

(till now I found out that we have a topic of our journal.....gosh)
When talking about fear, the first thing came into my mind would be darkness. It is hard to imagine how I fear of being in a dark place. I have no idea why I am so afraid of dark, perhaps I had been lost or abandoned in a dark night in a age which I can't remember?! Whenever I am in a place, a room or on the car which has no light in it, I start to feel anxious. At first, the feeling of anxious would  swallow me up, and then I would begin very very nervous. I always feel someone standing at my back or sneaking around me when being surrounded by darkness. I can't sleep in a room without any lights turning on, or else my eyes will keep open the whole night. I can't stay home alone without anyone accompany me through the night.

Afraid of darkness makes my life pretty inconvenient since it is a enemy I have to face to everyday. I tried to overcome my fears of dark but I failed every time. It is so weired that all my imagination will come up when I am staying in a dark place. I hope that sooner or later I can overcome my fear, or maybe I can wait till the day living in south pole.